going to be immensely angry with me.
but 112 days have passed.
and this love affair must come to an end.
im moving on.
|i jsut downloaded 233 songs by 34 different bands.|
but. has the best boyfriend alive.
he kept me safe from the crazy mental asylum escapee tonight.
and kept me warm.
gave me hisjacket in the middle of freezing cold night air.
he was wearing a short sleeved shirt.
crazy.but. hes the best.
what can i say?
i love you baby.
valentines day is coming up btw.
LONG MEANINGFUL PARAGRAPSH ABOUT MATT coming soon.
mark your calendars, if you haven't already.
hope you all have someone to loooove.
I LOVE YOU.
the tiny [[see 'currently playing' are amazing. stand up bass + violinist + guitar = one of the most awesome albums ever.]]
also. the dresden dolls, still life projector, five minute ride and
since by man [[ex lead singer of Saosin ]] are defintely worth
im going to type up an entire lsit of my personal favorite artists tomrrow.
so go download limewire or soulseek or whatever the hell else you need..
other wise your ears are being highly deprived.
The Promised List!
A thorn for every Heart.
He is Legend
scater the ashes
since by man [[ex saosin lead singers new project.]]
circle takes teh square
the tiny [[<3 love this band!]]
the number twelve looks like you.
plain white t's
symphony in peril
planes mistaken for stars
still life projector
five minute ride
clarity process [[coheed and cambria ish]]
armor for sleep
scary kids scaring kids
the loved ones
the living blue
the new trust
murder by death
i am the avalance
number one fan
nightmare of you
wires on fire
the academy is...
gym class heroes [[emo indie rap. haha its great]]
horse, the band
it dies today
roses are red
smoke or fire
were all broken
race teh sun
small towns burn a little slower
gatsbys american dream
death from above 1979
the receiving ends of sirens
+GO DOWNLOAD HO.+
|I wanna be the surgeon that cuts you open|
and fixes all of life's mistakes
I wanna be the house that you were raised in
the only place that you feel safe
I wanna be your shower in the morning
that wakes you up and makes you clean
I know I'm just the weather against your window
as you sleep through a winter's dream
Something's churning the earth
Something's stirring the sky.
Every color at once in a column of light.
Bacteria breeds on a microscope slide
The worm in my heart is the apple of your eye.
Don't adore what is impossible
We have built this ship in a wine bottle
If we knew how it worked we would have to grow old.
Something's eating at you,
wakes you up in the night
If you're digging the past
who knows what you'll find
Read the newspaper print off the microfiche slide
and you're holding your breath
for the rest of your life
Don't you love what is intangible
I have built this ship in a wine bottle
but if you knew who I was
you would never grow old.
i love you matthew.
|those facts were crazycool.i know.|
but how about there is a fricking TREE laying across my driveway.
i got a thesaurus last night.
cos im due to writing some more.
i miss my poetry.
you unscrupulent racketeer.
tday im goign to the mall with 88 dollars.
and also my lovey is taking me to finding neverland.
if weather eprmits.
my drumma buddays last show.
good luck either way, babe.
update later, ho.
5 aren't true.
if you guess WRONG...
im going to shank you.
so choose carefully.
1. Im a drummer
2. my natural hair color is Black.
3. Im half blind in my right eye.
4. I used to live on a bayou.
5. I went to a rehab center for drugs and depression
6. Im HXC.
7. im straightedge.xxx.for my friends.for my family.for me.
[[jackie i will shoot you in the stomach if you don't get that one. a slow, painful, agonizing death.]]
8. I met Colin Farrel
9. I have a Honda accord.
10. I own 10 subways.
11. I can speak french
12. Im in love
13. I was a cheerleader for 9 years.
14. Heather is actually my middle name
15. I can play the banjo like nobodys buisness.
-today was so freakin stressful. but we worked things out. -sigh- i
love him so much. its a vicious cycle. but a very passionate one at
that. so many people are turning their lives around, and i know i may
not have been public with it, like so many of you have, but idk. I,
personally, like to keep my religion and faith to myself. i don't have
alot of things about me im not open about, but yeah. I have changed
alot though. for the better. I've been working on that area of my life
for a while now, and i'm finally at a peace with it. Faith is such a
strong thing to hold onto. but with the right person pushing you and
beign your courage to get back up when you stumble, things will work
out. I owe so much to so many of you. I finally have a great bunch of
friends. and each and every one of you are all so beautiful and have
sucha special place in my heart. This past year has been
GREAT.Bobbys party and that crazy morgan stance. headbands and the
barney polo with jay....watching jackie be that beautiful and easy slut
she is with jimmay at zaxbys. drummer talkin with JC. WANTING TO
UNDERSTAND dustin. all that british babble with jizzames. lollipops and
aids with murray. HEY YOURE HOT candice!....blowing hot air with wyatt
"bubble ass" hartley..reminiscing with lauren and pretty much deciding
right then and there i want to be a new me....and so much more.
but most importantly...finding my
better half. giving my heart away. seeing the world in a completely new
light....so much is there i've never even seen before...so many
...and still falling in love farther and farther everyday.
[[ i love .you., matthew.]]
wow. this entry got alot longer than expected...but yeah...
yall are great.
God is great.
and my new layout will be "like10timeshotterandlikewilmakeyoucreamisopromise.ohemgee." great.